Cancer 2

Note: Page down for the original post.  I realize that with a journey like this that people want different degrees of updates: none, acquaintance level, friend level, family level, and mom/wife level. So instead of multiple blog posts, I’ll just put some observations and updates here and anyone interested can check at their convenience. Be blessed, and thanks for all the encouragement and prayers!

OBSERVATIONS AND UPDATES

10/15 – Big update!  By the grace of God, the cancer is in complete  remission!  Will do the high dose chemo / stem cell transplant soon.  That will be an adventure but definitely worth it to put it in further remission.  Thanks so much for the prayers and encouragement!

9/13 – I’m glad to be home after round 6, the final one for this phase!  Hard to believe this part is over.  I went in for the first round on Memorial Day and started the last round on Labor Day.  What did I do on my summer vacation?  I went through 36 bags of IV chemo, 7 Covid tests, 6 spinal taps and a whole lot of pills.

This may be the steroid talking, but I’m feeling pretty good right now.  I’ll probably crash for 4-5 days later this week but I’m still working out and walking wherever possible. Then again, they did give me a couple units of blood this time that may help with the recovery, so we’ll see.

Next step is getting a scan next month.  If it comes back  clean, and we have optimism that it  will, then I’ll do the  high dose chemo / stem cell transplant later this year or early in 2021.  That should put it into further remission.  If there is still cancer on the scan then that’s a fairly sizable problem, as they would need to switch me to some other treatment such as a new clinical trial.  But we trust in the Lord for all that.

More importantly, this last week in the hospital had one great opportunity after another to encourage fellow believers and to share the Gospel.  That was a big answer to one of our main prayers.

Looking forward to a couple months, Lord willing, of being able to work out regularly without taking a week off every three weeks to go to Chemo Camp.  Exercise just does so much physically and mentally.

I had lots of spare time in the hospital, so I was able to memorize Revelation chapters 2 and 3 (see blog posts below).  That was a blessing.  And I binge-listened to about year’s worth of Stand to Reason podcasts, which were edifying as always.

Thanks so much for all the prayers.  Please pray for continued witness opportunities as we go through this.  I can assure you that we got great answers.  So many blessings I can hardly count them!

8/22 — Done with round 5!  Hard to believe there is only one more round of this cycle to go.  Just need to plow through the first week home, which is the hardest.  Then one more cycle, then a couple months off until the really hard high dose regimen late this year or early next year.  Had good opportunities to share the truth of Jesus this week – please pray for more of those, especially for the 6th round.

The time in the hospital goes slowly, as most of the time I’m just tethered to the IV pole 24×7.  I get totally caught up at work and have been able to redeem the time catching up on Stand to Reason podcasts, reading the Bible, and memorizing Revelation chapters 2 and 3 (what a blessing – just polishing it all off now!).

8/7 – No big news.  Slogging through side effects of round 4.  Glad the process is working.  Hope you all are well!

7/23 – Scan news: Thanks to Jesus and great medical caregivers and technology He has provided for, the results came back well.  Some parts were in complete remission and the largest one had reduced considerably and had less activity (whatever that means in cancer terms).  The doctor was very pleased, which means we are as well.  This means we’ll do these next three rounds of chemo and then the likelihood is high that I’ll do a high dose chemo / stem cell transplant after that.  Long road, but it provides the best odds of longer remission.  The high dose chemo thing includes a bone marrow biopsy, which was apparently something created by the spinal tap people because they didn’t like having the most painful procedure.  Thanks for all the prayers!

7/19 — Finished round 3 and had the predictable week of side effects.  Feeling a little better today.  Getting another scan late this week so I’ll update again then.  Pretty sure the tumor is down quite a bit but will be curious as to how the doctor interprets the status.  Good week for work.  Nice morning of worship and online community group today.  Still doing normal prayer / Bible reading / memorization pattern.  Really enjoying Revelation chapters 2 and 3 and will have a few blog posts on those later.  Hope you all are well.  Feel free to email or text me with any prayer requests.  I have time!

7/6/20 – Round 2 side effects much more than expected, but had a few good days.  Was able to work out enough that I’m started to get strength back for round 3.  Praying for no spinal tap complications again and for witness opportunities.  Hope you all are well!

6/21/20 – Made it through round 2 of chemo – 6 full days plus another spinal tap. By the grace of God and many answered prayers there were no side effects from the tap this time, which will make all the difference for this recovery period.  I’ll crash for a couple days but will work out hard from there to build back strength.  So much to be thankful for!  Most of all, had many great conversations in the hospital about Jesus.

6/12/20 – Good news! Chemo is working. Eating better, working out and starting to gain back a little weight for the next round. Very long road ahead but extremely grateful for the progress and all of your prayers.  Alternative treatments exist had this chemo combo not worked, but I’m not sure I would have had time.  Thanking Jesus for this progress.

6/7/20 — Apologies for the lack of updates.  It turns out that while the spinal tap procedure itself isn’t that bad, it is a problem when it doesn’t seal properly and you get headaches and are somewhat immobilized for a week until they decide to fix the patch.  Long story, but it made for a darker week.  I’m pleased to say that it seems to be better now.

#1 prayer request: I need to be able to eat more. Seriously.  I’ve lost 23 lbs., and nearly a pound a day since being in the hospital for chemo.  I think we’ve stopped the slide but that obviously can’t continue.  My focus for the next week is to regain some weight and strength before the next round of chemo in the hospital.

Enjoying being at home.  Mrs. Eternity Matters is being her usual amazing self and taking care of every little thing.  I’ve learned to listen better and let her do things for me.  Win-win.  She is great at researching things (retired librarian + excellent discernment) and has helped immensely when looking into drug interactions, side effects, questions for the doctor I hadn’t thought of, etc.

And we continue to be blessed by all the family and friends supporting us and praying for us.  Blessings to you all!

5/29/20 – One thing I’ve been trying to thank people about for their prayers is that they are already getting answered. Yes, we obviously want complete and permanent remission, but it’ll be a long time until we know if and how that was answered! But we’ve had a lot of very specific prayers answered already: very clear decisions, rapid progress in getting tests and treatment started, great caregiving teams and more. I want people to know that the prayers are working and deeply appreciated.  And let us know how we can pray for you. It isn’t  a one way street!

5/28/20 – It is humbling when you think about the millions of things that had to take place to end up with the medical personnel having and knowing how to use all these different machines, chemicals and preventatives and so many other things to make all this work. The amount of trial and error and suffering had to be staggering, and here I sit getting to benefit from it. Feeling blessed. Was there a profit motive for some of it or most of it? Sure, and I’m OK with that. Yea for capitalism! But I never forget that these people could be doing a lot of different jobs. Oncology must be extra demanding because of the technology and how you can often lose patients despite your best efforts.

5/27/20 – I have found that my habit to respond to “How are you” with “I’m blessed” is a good conversation starter / “faith flag.” I don’t say it in a dramatic way, just matter of factly and sincerely. As I like to say, it has the added value of being true. But when saying it in settings like the oncology floor people do notice and appreciate it. It usually brings a smile and an “amen” from Christians. It works in regular settings, too. And it is an easy segue to explain how in the midst of things like this that I really am blessed beyond measure.

5/26/20 — I had my first spinal tap, so I can take that off my bucket list . . . right after I put it on. One nurse said, “Some people get very anxious about them.” I wanted to say – but fortunately didn’t – that maybe if she didn’t cringe the whole time she talked about them that it might help. She’s actually a wonderful nurse, just not a poker face :-). But it was way better than I expected. Just a couple numbing shots and a little pressure. Nothing to fear.  They must have come a long way with those, because I know they used to be much more painful.  And yes, the Dr. had seen and enjoyed This is Spinal Tap.  He noted the “this goes up to 11” line and I said my second favorite was, “There is a fine line between stupid and clever.”

5/25/20 – I just heard from a dear friend who has suffered mightily for years but has served the Lord wholeheartedly during that time. He just found out that he has leukemia and only has 2 to 3 months to live, but he’s still sharing the gospel and led to people to Jesus last week. A lot of people would like to have my problems.


ORIGINAL POST

It is always a good day to be a Christian. In good times or bad, his salvation, peace, truth and more are priceless.

That is even more true on the day when your oncologist tells you that not only has your cancer returned much more quickly than expected but that it transformed to a very aggressive form.  I’m really hoping that this sequel is the last in the franchise.

Random thoughts . . .

As before, by his grace alone we are at complete spiritual peace with this.  We are task-completers and are always eager to know the next steps and to get on with the program, but with respect to matters of eternity things are as solid as could be.  Praise God for that, because it is absolutely not my nature. It is purely a supernatural thing provided by his grace.

We pray that it leads to many opportunities to glorify his name and share his truths with others.  We’ve already had several significant opportunities.  Our outlook is pretty much the same as with the first cancer plot twist.


We are extremely grateful for the health care available to us, especially in light of the Covid-19 restrictions and pent-up demand for services.  I went from initial scan to treatment in three weeks.  I’m really glad we don’t have socialized medicine.


This will be a big burden on Mrs. Eternity Matters, the best of wives and best of women.  This treatment is much more severe – 6 cycles, 21 days each. The first 5 days of the cycle are 5 different chemotherapies, then a spinal tap of a different chemo in between each cycle.  Oh, and another Covid-19 test each time.  If all that puts it into remission – and it should – then I may do a high intensity chemo series where they take my stem cells out and then put them back in and re-do my childhood vaccinations.  That would increase the odds of eradicating it.

So we both have to be super-isolated as much as possible, and for quite a while.  Covid-19 makes it worse.  I think my body can fight Covid-19 or cancer, but not both.

But it is good that as aggressive as this type is, it is also well known with a distinct – albeit challenging – treatment plan.  One of my goals in life is not to have a disease named after me, so I’m glad to keep that streak going.


The outpouring from friends and family has been amazing once again.  We are blessed beyond measure.  Such a blessing to be close to the girls and their husbands and their families.

The work situation is great.  I already worked from home, and now much of the rest of the company has joined me in that.  My supervisor and my team are phenomenal.  I obviously won’t be going anywhere this year, so I have plenty of vacation days to cover anything.  What are you doing for vacation this year?  Trying to stay alive :-).


I got a comment from someone I really like and respect, but who said something that wouldn’t have occurred to me:  He said it is OK to be angry at God.  Believe me, I’m the chief of sinners (with apologies to Paul in 1 Timothy 1:15), but I can honestly say it never occurred to me to be angry at God.  He has blessed me mightily for so long that it is laughable to me to question him now.  It isn’t like He did it all to set me up and pull up the drawbridge on me.  Live or die, I’m his.  Him forgiving my sins was more than I would have dared ask for and all I really needed, but He has done so much more.

Like I’ve said, the end of the book of Job is in the Bible for a reason, in that we don’t get all the answers to everything in this life and God is fine with that.  But the rest of the Bible is there for a reason as well, so that we can learn everything God does want us to know, such as how Jesus is the only way to salvation.

I often think of what Pastor Kevin DeYoung said about how Christians should think: Jesus loves me and He knows what He is doing.  In tough times we can rest in that simple, timeless truth.  He is sovereign and we can trust him completely.


It was a blessing to have already been in a great relationship with God when this came up.  I was already in the habit of My favorite Bible reading / prayer / memorization routine, so it wasn’t like I had to say, “Oh no!  Cancer has returned! Better get back to God!”  I wouldn’t fault anyone who turns to the real Jesus for any reason at any time, but it was so nice to already be there.


Everything is already shut down for a while, but even as things open it will probably be a year before I can go to church or do prison ministry.  Our favorite hobby, ballroom dancing, is out – except for dancing in the dining room when we move the table and when I’m physically able.  So no more of this for a bit . . . but our goal is to get healthy again and be able to compete in late 2021, God willing.

I found that it helps to have things to aim at when working your way back into shape.  Last time I’d lift a lot between cycles.  The first few days were really tough, having to give myself pep talks for every brief set.  The warm up sets felt like heavy sets, just like they do these days.  But it gets better quickly and really helps long-term.  Dancing helped as well as it was a great for energy and a nice mental diversion.


I’ll probably blog quite a bit less but hope to still follow all of you.  Dialing back on the news cycles probably won’t hurt, either.


The odds of survival seem good, but it was a good catalyst to update my screen capture videos and other documentation of all of our financial, insurance, etc. matters in case I die.  You really do your loved ones a great service if you line things out for them.  Things are miserable enough when someone dies without having to go through lots of extra high stress searching and paperwork.  My Dad was very organized and things like being able to export information from his password software to mine saved countless hours when I was setting things up for my Mom.  If you don’t have a will, get one right away.


The chemos I had last time didn’t cause me to lose my hair, but this batch definitely comes with a free haircut. A wonderful follically-challenged friend/relative already sent some lightweight headwear and we have some bandanas ready to go. I think the world will get by just fine for a while without my chronic bed head. And the doctor already prescribed three anti-nausea options, so I think she is hinting at something there.  And there are a “few” others meds to take . . . the doctor basically said, “Go to Walgreens and get one of everything.”


Prayers for healing are appreciated, of course, and I covet prayers for the peace and comfort of Mrs. Eternity Matters, and also for my 85 yr. old Mom.  She’s a very committed believer but this really worries her.

But please also pray for endless opportunities to glorify God and share Jesus through this.  Having something like this always focuses me like a laser on the things of God.  I’m comfortable with any discussion about Jesus and his word once it gets started, but I’m terrible at starting conversations.  But this disease gives unique opportunities to share with non-believers and to encourage believers.  No one seems to mind if the cancer patient brings up Jesus, so I shamelessly exploit that :-).  Seriously, I use my usual Stand to Reason tactics in conversations, but the talks do open up much more quickly and easily.


We got Daisy just before my last chemo treatments (she was a rescue dog, 6 years old at the time).  She was a great chemo napping buddy, and now she’s back in business.  (OK, she never really stopped.)

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We will all die someday.  I pray that anyone who reads this makes sure he is right with Jesus.   We are all sinners in need of a Savior, and He is the only Savior.  His terms are indescribably generous, but you must come to him based on them and not your own made-up terms.  The latter will land you in Hell for eternity.

I praise and thank God for his salvation and his assurance.  I am enjoying his word as much as ever.

Be blessed.


Psalm 16:11 You make known to me the path of life; in your presence there is fullness of joy; at your right hand are pleasures forevermore.

Romans 12:12 Rejoice in hope, be patient in tribulation, be constant in prayer.

1 John 5:12–13 Whoever has the Son has life; whoever does not have the Son of God does not have life. I write these things to you who believe in the name of the Son of God that you may know that you have eternal life.

Jude 2 May mercy, peace, and love be multiplied to you.

And about 30,000+ other verses . . .

I almost went back on facebook . . .

But I just can’t handle the stupid.

I’ve toyed with getting back on, mainly for convenience of certain things that are only on FB (a few communications things), but when I was logged on to my wife’s account this weekend to check something I saw too many depressingly stupid posts by some of her FB friends.

One was a rather ironic meme about how people couldn’t believe Trump was elected after making fun of the disabled reporter. Of course several people chimed in with righteous indignation and Trump Derangement Syndrome to agree with the person who posted it There were a few sizable problems with all this.

  1. It never happened. Even though wolves like Rachel Held Evans were debunked for repeating that vicious lie, it is still being spread four years later by the ignorant and/or malicious.
  2. Since it is truly fake news and violates the written standards of Facebook and Twitter, why don’t they delete those memes and block the accounts of those who post it? Oh, right, shameless hypocrisy.
  3. Even if Trump mocked the disabled reporter, which is worse, making fun of someone or killing them? The Trump haters are pro-abortion zealots who rejoice that abortion can reduce Down Syndrome cases, for example, by killing children with it before they are born. The person posting the meme actually has a special needs child but doesn’t realize the incongruity of her belief system. So Trump didn’t make fun of the disabled person but these people ghoulishly let the unborn be killed because of their disabilities – or any other reason! Because love is love, right?
  4. These ignorant Leftists know nothing about Biden’s evils (his lies about the accident that killed his first wife and child, the way he married he current wife, how he called someone fat for daring to ask him a real question, how he sold out U.S. interests to China, and so much more).

So I’m going to stay off of FB for now.

Update: Complete remission!

Just a quick update here since the original post is a few months old. By the grace of God, the cancer is in complete  remission!  I will do the high dose chemo / stem cell transplant soon.  That will be an adventure but definitely worth it to put it in further remission.  It does seem odd to have to do an even more extensive treatment given that I am officially in complete remission (because 36 bags of IV chemo and 6 chemo spinal taps was apparently the medium level treatment!), but this is sort of a “Complete Remission Plus” program. Given that the original cancer came back quickly and was so aggressive we definitely want to do anything we can to improve the odds of longer term remission.

Thanks so much for the prayers and encouragement! Jesus has blessed us in countless ways. Hope to have many more opportunities to witness throughout this process.

Step 1: Listen to false prophet instead of God. Step 2: Get killed by a lion.

I was reading 1 Kings 13 this morning and was reminded of this post.  I also had someone I do prison ministry with send a link to a ridiculous video of Sid Roth (he’s a disgusting “prophecy”  guy who has one false teacher after another on his show).  I pointed out to the guy that Roth and his guests were shameless wolves and sent a link to a Justin Peters video (see the video at the bottom) that thoroughly exposed them.  But the guy still wants to believe the phonies!  Such a terrible lack of discernment in the church today.

I love this passage because it exposes the dangers of listening to those who claim to have heard from God instead of just hearing from him directly by reading the Bible.  What do you trust more, the Bible or some huckster who claims to have heard from God?


It is unwise in the extreme to listen to the “Christian” Left or any of the phony “prophets” who mock the word of God while claiming to be getting new and accurate messages from him (such as the “God is still speaking;” slogan of the apostate United Church of Christ).

Have you read 1 Kings 13 lately (see below), where a “man of God” initially obeyed a direct command from God but then believed a prophet who falsely claimed that God told him something different?  It didn’t end well.  And by “didn’t end well,” I mean he got killed by a lion.

Now am I saying that if you listen to false teachers about what God “really” says rather than the Bible that you’ll get killed by a lion?  Of course not.  You probably live in North America, so God will use a bear instead of a lion.

Just kidding!  Probably!  While God often uses examples in the Bible to show how serious sins are, such as with Ananias and Sapphira in Acts 5, by his grace and mercy He doesn’t give us all what we deserve.  But that doesn’t mean we should confuse his patience with his approval.

We are commanded to love God with our minds and we should use good discernment when listening to people make claims about God, regardless of their titles or reputation.  Remember to be like good Bereans and test everything in light of scripture (Acts 17:11 Now these Jews were more noble than those in Thessalonica; they received the word with all eagerness, examining the Scriptures daily to see if these things were so.).  But how can you do that if you aren’t reading the Bible regularly?

If people claim to have heard from God then the burden of proof is on them to back it up.  If they are teaching things that disagree with the Bible (e.g., Jesus isn’t the only way to salvation, we don’t know what God really said in the Bible, pro-abortion, pro-“same-sex marriage,” etc.) then they should be ignored.  If they hold those views and say that God spoke to them then they are lying, just like the old prophet in 1 Kings 13.  False teachers are deadly — not always physically, but certainly spiritually.

Read the Bible, then read it some more.  Every day.  Then you’ll be much more likely to spot the false teachers.

One of the reasons to go through the Old Testament is that otherwise you’ll miss great stories like this!

1 Kings 13 (ESV)

A Man of God Confronts Jeroboam

13 And behold, a man of God came out of Judah by the word of the Lord to Bethel. Jeroboam was standing by the altar to make offerings. And the man cried against the altar by the word of the Lord and said, “O altar, altar, thus says the Lord: ‘Behold, a son shall be born to the house of David, Josiah by name, and he shall sacrifice on you the priests of the high places who make offerings on you, and human bones shall be burned on you.’ ” And he gave a sign the same day, saying, “This is the sign that the Lord has spoken: ‘Behold, the altar shall be torn down, and the ashes that are on it shall be poured out.’ ” And when the king heard the saying of the man of God, which he cried against the altar at Bethel, Jeroboam stretched out his hand from the altar, saying, “Seize him.” And his hand, which he stretched out against him, dried up, so that he could not draw it back to himself. The altar also was torn down, and the ashes poured out from the altar, according to the sign that the man of God had given by the word of the Lord. And the king said to the man of God, “Entreat now the favor of the Lord your God, and pray for me, that my hand may be restored to me.” And the man of God entreated the Lord, and the king’s hand was restored to him and became as it was before. And the king said to the man of God, “Come home with me, and refresh yourself, and I will give you a reward.” And the man of God said to the king, “If you give me half your house, I will not go in with you. And I will not eat bread or drink water in this place, for so was it commanded me by the word of the Lord, saying, ‘You shall neither eat bread nor drink water nor return by the way that you came.’ ” 10 So he went another way and did not return by the way that he came to Bethel.

The Prophet’s Disobedience

11 Now an old prophet lived in Bethel. And his sons came and told him all that the man of God had done that day in Bethel. They also told to their father the words that he had spoken to the king. 12 And their father said to them, “Which way did he go?” And his sons showed him the way that the man of God who came from Judah had gone. 13 And he said to his sons, “Saddle the donkey for me.” So they saddled the donkey for him and he mounted it. 14 And he went after the man of God and found him sitting under an oak. And he said to him, “Are you the man of God who came from Judah?” And he said, “I am.” 15 Then he said to him, “Come home with me and eat bread.” 16 And he said, “I may not return with you, or go in with you, neither will I eat bread nor drink water with you in this place, 17 for it was said to me by the word of the Lord, ‘You shall neither eat bread nor drink water there, nor return by the way that you came.’ ” 18 And he said to him, “I also am a prophet as you are, and an angel spoke to me by the word of the Lord, saying, ‘Bring him back with you into your house that he may eat bread and drink water.’ ” But he lied to him. 19 So he went back with him and ate bread in his house and drank water.

20 And as they sat at the table, the word of the Lord came to the prophet who had brought him back. 21 And he cried to the man of God who came from Judah, “Thus says the Lord, ‘Because you have disobeyed the word of the Lord and have not kept the command that the Lord your God commanded you, 22 but have come back and have eaten bread and drunk water in the place of which he said to you, “Eat no bread and drink no water,” your body shall not come to the tomb of your fathers.’ ” 23 And after he had eaten bread and drunk, he saddled the donkey for the prophet whom he had brought back. 24 And as he went away a lion met him on the road and killed him. And his body was thrown in the road, and the donkey stood beside it; the lion also stood beside the body. 25 And behold, men passed by and saw the body thrown in the road and the lion standing by the body. And they came and told it in the city where the old prophet lived.

26 And when the prophet who had brought him back from the way heard of it, he said, “It is the man of God who disobeyed the word of the Lord; therefore the Lord has given him to the lion, which has torn him and killed him, according to the word that the Lord spoke to him.” 27 And he said to his sons, “Saddle the donkey for me.” And they saddled it. 28 And he went and found his body thrown in the road, and the donkey and the lion standing beside the body. The lion had not eaten the body or torn the donkey. 29 And the prophet took up the body of the man of God and laid it on the donkey and brought it back to the city to mourn and to bury him. 30 And he laid the body in his own grave. And they mourned over him, saying, “Alas, my brother!” 31 And after he had buried him, he said to his sons, “When I die, bury me in the grave in which the man of God is buried; lay my bones beside his bones. 32 For the saying that he called out by the word of the Lord against the altar in Bethel and against all the houses of the high places that are in the cities of Samaria shall surely come to pass.”

33 After this thing Jeroboam did not turn from his evil way, but made priests for the high places again from among all the people. Any who would, he ordained to be priests of the high places. 34 And this thing became sin to the house of Jeroboam, so as to cut it off and to destroy it from the face of the earth.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jPLN57qq8Zg&ab_channel=JustinPetersMinistries

Amazing promises from Jesus’ messages to the churches in Revelation chapters 2 & 3

In this post I want to focus on the promises Jesus makes to those who conquer (or, as some translations say, overcome).   In other words, if you persevere to the end you get these astounding benefits (they aren’t just for martyrs).  Please read closely and be encouraged!  And remember the good news that if you are truly among his sheep that you will persevere to the end (John 10:25–30 Jesus answered them, “I told you, and you do not believe. The works that I do in my Father’s name bear witness about me, but you do not believe because you are not among my sheep. My sheep hear my voice, and I know them, and they follow me. I give them eternal life, and they will never perish, and no one will snatch them out of my hand. My Father, who has given them to me, is greater than all, and no one is able to snatch them out of the Father’s hand. I and the Father are one.”)

Rev. 2 He who has an ear, let him hear what the Spirit says to the churches. To the one who conquers I will grant to eat of the tree of life, which is in the paradise of God.

Jesus is promising you that you’ll get to eat from the tree of life.  Whatever the best meal you’ve ever had has been, this will obviously trump that.  And you’ll be eating it in the paradise of God, which is Heaven.  And you’ll be eating it with countless other joyful believers.

Rev 2 11 The one who conquers will not be hurt by the second death.

There will be a second death – incredibly and permanently painful for many, but as a believer you won’t be hurt by it at all.  All your sins are already forgiven.

Rev 2 17 To the one who conquers I will give some of the hidden manna, and I will give him a white stone, with a new name written on the stone that no one knows except the one who receives it.’

This section has a double promise.  I was just reading through Exodus and wondering what manna tasted like, and this reminds me that we’ll get to know some day.  The mystery will be solved!  It actually sounds like my kind of food.

And the white stone with a unique name written on it is an interesting gift.  I think that some people think we forget other relationships in Heaven or that it is just some mass of humanity, but this is a clear reminder that in addition to joyful, corporate worship we will also have a unique, one-on-one relationship with Jesus and He will give you a special stone and name.

Rev 2 26 The one who conquers and who keeps my works until the end, to him I will give authority over the nations, 27 and he will rule them with a rod of iron, as when earthen pots are broken in pieces, even as I myself have received authority from my Father. 28 And I will give him the morning star. 29 He who has an ear, let him hear what the Spirit says to the churches.’

It isn’t clear exactly how we’ll rule in the millennium, but it will clearly be an honor and a responsibility.  I couldn’t find anything explaining what the morning star is, but if Jesus promised it you know it is good.

Rev 3 The one who conquers will be clothed thus in white garments, and I will never blot his name out of the book of life. I will confess his name before my Father and before his angels.

There wasn’t a lot of good news for Sardis, but Jesus did promise that you would be made perfectly righteous and that He would acknowledge you before Heaven.

Rev 3 12 The one who conquers, I will make him a pillar in the temple of my God. Never shall he go out of it, and I will write on him the name of my God, and the name of the city of my God, the new Jerusalem, which comes down from my God out of heaven, and my own new name.

We won’t be literal pillars, of course, but He promises that we’ll be permanent members with him and be forever aligned with the one true God.

Rev 3 21 The one who conquers, I will grant him to sit with me on my throne, as I also conquered and sat down with my Father on his throne. 22 He who has an ear, let him hear what the Spirit says to the churches.’ ”

We will actually eat and rule with Jesus for eternity!

There you go!  Always look for promises when reading scripture.  You can barely go a chapter in the New Testament without finding one.  Keep this in mind as you persevere through whatever challenges God, in his perfect sovereignty, is laying before you.

Serious warnings from Jesus’ messages to the churches in Revelation chapters 2 & 3

Do not miss this warnings.  When Jesus says something, He means it.  I firmly believe that they apply to churches and individuals.

To the Church in Ephesus

Rev 2 But I have this against you, that you have abandoned the love you had at first. Remember therefore from where you have fallen; repent, and do the works you did at first. If not, I will come to you and remove your lampstand from its place, unless you repent.

The church in Ephesus did some most excellent things.  They sounded like the perfect church.  But because they abandoned the love they had Jesus said He would remove their lampstand – i.e., their church.  That’s serious.  Do you still love the Lord like you used to?  If not, heed his warning and repent!

The Church in Smyrna had no warnings — good for them!

To the Church in Pergamum

Rev 2 14 But I have a few things against you: you have some there who hold the teaching of Balaam, who taught Balak to put a stumbling block before the sons of Israel, so that they might eat food sacrificed to idols and practice sexual immorality. 15 So also you have some who hold the teaching of the Nicolaitans. 16 Therefore repent. If not, I will come to you soon and war against them with the sword of my mouth.

There are so many churches enticing people into sexual immorality these days, either directly by mocking God’s word or indirectly by ignoring the issue and being afraid to preach about divorce and fornication.  It is the opposite of loving God and your neighbor. They love the world more than they love God, and they don’t really trust his word, and it will not end well for them.

Jesus wants churches to purge themselves of false teachers.  The church was doing so well otherwise, but that wasn’t good enough.  The Methodist church we left was like that.  The preacher knew the truth but tolerated a guy teaching classes that the preacher himself called a wolf in sheep’s clothing.

The church Ephesus in Ephesus didn’t love what God loved, and churches like those in Pergamum and Thyatira didn’t hate what God hated: false teachings and sexual immorality.

This is where knowing the Old Testament comes in handy.  Balaam seemed to get off to a good start by not cursing the Israelites, but he ultimately harmed them.  This is also referenced in Jude, where it speaks of false teachers abandoning themselves for the sake of gain to Balaam’s error.

To the Church in Thyatira

Rev 2 20 But I have this against you, that you tolerate that woman Jezebel, who calls herself a prophetess and is teaching and seducing my servants to practice sexual immorality and to eat food sacrificed to idols. 21 I gave her time to repent, but she refuses to repent of her sexual immorality. 22 Behold, I will throw her onto a sickbed, and those who commit adultery with her I will throw into great tribulation, unless they repent of her works, 23 and I will strike her children dead. And all the churches will know that I am he who searches mind and heart, and I will give to each of you according to your works.  24 But to the rest of you in Thyatira, who do not hold this teaching, who have not learned what some call the deep things of Satan, to you I say, I do not lay on you any other burden.

And here’s another church that was already promoting sexual immorality.  Jesus had some serious punishments in mind for them.  This has the “Christian” Left written all over it.  And what they are doing isn’t insignificant at all.  Jesus himself says that those promoting sexual immorality have learned the deep things of Satan.  Keep that in mind the next time some “Christian” Leftist says that LGBTQX behavior or heterosexual fornication is acceptable.

The lack of church discipline is a key problem today.  Churches are afraid to call people out who are sinning.

To the Church in Sardis

Rev 3  . . . ‘I know your works. You have the reputation of being alive, but you are dead. Wake up, and strengthen what remains and is about to die, for I have not found your works complete in the sight of my God. Remember, then, what you received and heard. Keep it, and repent. If you will not wake up, I will come like a thief, and you will not know at what hour I will come against you.

They sound a little frozen chosen-ish and Jesus is not happy with that.  Faith without works is still dead.  There are so many ways to serve.  Find something and do it, as churches and as individuals.

The Church in Philadelphia  also had no issues.  Good for them – it can be done!

To the Church in Laodicea

Rev 3  15 “ ‘I know your works: you are neither cold nor hot. Would that you were either cold or hot! 16 So, because you are lukewarm, and neither hot nor cold, I will spit you out of my mouth. 17 For you say, I am rich, I have prospered, and I need nothing, not realizing that you are wretched, pitiable, poor, blind, and naked. 18 I counsel you to buy from me gold refined by fire, so that you may be rich, and white garments so that you may clothe yourself and the shame of your nakedness may not be seen, and salve to anoint your eyes, so that you may see. 19 Those whom I love, I reprove and discipline, so be zealous and repent.

Not much good going on in Laodicea.  Jesus jumped right into his warnings against them to turn back to him.

Again, I think those were warnings to the real churches at that time but also timeless challenges to every church and individual Christian to stay strong, remember our first love and to never lose sight of our mission.  Do we really love and trust God?  We’ll hold fast to his word and not apologize for it, and we’ll find ways to love our neighbors.

Revelation Chapters 2 & 3 – Jesus’ message to the churches – and to us

I’ve been memorizing chapters  2 and 3 of Revelation and truly enjoying it.  I believe that all scripture is inspired by the Holy Spirit and that the original writings turned just as He and the human authors intended, but it does seem like these  chapters don’t get the same weight as, say, Paul’s pastoral epistles.  I’m going to write this overview then do separate posts on the warnings and promises threaded throughout these sections.  I encourage you to read the Bible passages closely and really meditate on these eternal truths.

One thing I love about memorizing using the Bible Memory app is that it slows me down to notice countless things that I’d otherwise minimize or miss.  This has been completely true with these passages.

I think it helps to back up a bit to chapter 1.  We find the apostle John, who used to have a much more casual relationship with Jesus, being greatly humbled by the glorified Jesus.  And then in v. 20 there is a good lesson about interpreting things in Revelation (not my strong suit, to be sure, especially in later chapters).  But note how symbolism is used then John immediately explains what the symbols mean.  We don’t need to overthink some of these things.

Revelation 1:17–20 (ESV)  17 When I saw him, I fell at his feet as though dead. But he laid his right hand on me, saying, “Fear not, I am the first and the last, 18 and the living one. I died, and behold I am alive forevermore, and I have the keys of Death and Hades. 19 Write therefore the things that you have seen, those that are and those that are to take place after this. 20 As for the mystery of the seven stars that you saw in my right hand, and the seven golden lampstands, the seven stars are the angels of the seven churches, and the seven lampstands are the seven churches.

I’m not big on numerology, as some people get mischievous with it, but when memorizing you notice things like John using the word seven a total of seven times in v. 20, as if it is important or something . . .

Now to the messages!  There is a general pattern, with a message to the angel (or possibly church leader . . . I’ve read different views and would appreciate any of your insights) of each church.  Then there is usually a positive, a negative with a warning, and a promise, though there are exceptions.

While there are apparently different views on this, I think a few things are obvious: These were seven real churches that Jesus was addressing.  His promises and warnings were as serious and true as could be.  There have been churches throughout history through today that fit these molds (e.g., the U.S. is probably similar to Laodicea, but others have attributes of us as well).  And I think they also apply to us as individuals.  I see myself in the good and the bad of many of these.

Revelation 2–3 (ESV) To the Church in Ephesus

“To the angel of the church in Ephesus write: ‘The words of him who holds the seven stars in his right hand, who walks among the seven golden lampstands.

“ ‘I know your works, your toil and your patient endurance, and how you cannot bear with those who are evil, but have tested those who call themselves apostles and are not, and found them to be false. I know you are enduring patiently and bearing up for my name’s sake, and you have not grown weary. But I have this against you, that you have abandoned the love you had at first. Remember therefore from where you have fallen; repent, and do the works you did at first. If not, I will come to you and remove your lampstand from its place, unless you repent. Yet this you have: you hate the works of the Nicolaitans, which I also hate. He who has an ear, let him hear what the Spirit says to the churches. To the one who conquers I will grant to eat of the tree of life, which is in the paradise of God.’

Each section notes one or more traits of Jesus.  In this case, that He is the one who holds angels of the churches in his hand (the seven stars) and walks among the churches (the seven golden lampstands).  Jesus is here among our churches!

Again, I’ll cover the warnings and promises more in subsequent posts, but note how Ephesus sounds fantastic (works, toil, endurance, calling out false teachers) until Jesus points out that they have lost their love.  Then He threatens to remove their church!  We should not get complacent just because we do some things well.

To the Church in Smyrna

“And to the angel of the church in Smyrna write: ‘The words of the first and the last, who died and came to life.

“ ‘I know your tribulation and your poverty (but you are rich) and the slander of those who say that they are Jews and are not, but are a synagogue of Satan. 10 Do not fear what you are about to suffer. Behold, the devil is about to throw some of you into prison, that you may be tested, and for ten days you will have tribulation. Be faithful unto death, and I will give you the crown of life. 11 He who has an ear, let him hear what the Spirit says to the churches. The one who conquers will not be hurt by the second death.’

V. 8 points to Jesus’ divinity, being first and last, and has a brief but powerful statement of his true resurrection.  The “Christian” Leftists like to claim that He was just resurrected in our hearts or some such nonsense, but the Bible never even hints at that.

Jesus had no issues with Smyrna.  He promised them the crown of life for enduring to the end, which we will also get.  But He also promised them tribulation and noted that despite their poverty they were actually rich.

Trivia fact: Polycarp, a mid-2nd century martyr, was the Bishop of Smyrna.

To the Church in Pergamum

12 “And to the angel of the church in Pergamum write: ‘The words of him who has the sharp two-edged sword.

13 “ ‘I know where you dwell, where Satan’s throne is. Yet you hold fast my name, and you did not deny my faith even in the days of Antipas my faithful witness, who was killed among you, where Satan dwells. 14 But I have a few things against you: you have some there who hold the teaching of Balaam, who taught Balak to put a stumbling block before the sons of Israel, so that they might eat food sacrificed to idols and practice sexual immorality. 15 So also you have some who hold the teaching of the Nicolaitans. 16 Therefore repent. If not, I will come to you soon and war against them with the sword of my mouth. 17 He who has an ear, let him hear what the Spirit says to the churches. To the one who conquers I will give some of the hidden manna, and I will give him a white stone, with a new name written on the stone that no one knows except the one who receives it.’

V. 12 notes that Jesus has a sharp two-edged sword.  He isn’t the “how about a hug and a cookie” Jesus that the “Christian” Left portrays him as.

Just a side note: In passing the massive Planned Parenthood abortion clinic in Houston once my youngest daughter said, “I’m pretty sure Satan lives there.” That came to mind when Jesus said the Satan dwelt in Pergamum.

To the Church in Thyatira

18 “And to the angel of the church in Thyatira write: ‘The words of the Son of God, who has eyes like a flame of fire, and whose feet are like burnished bronze.

The words about Jesus’ features, including the sword coming out of his mouth in chapter 1, can be confusing if people take them too literally.  But they don’t describe what He looks like (He obviously doesn’t have a literally sword coming out of his mouth as He speaks) but as what He is like.

19 “ ‘I know your works, your love and faith and service and patient endurance, and that your latter works exceed the first. 20 But I have this against you, that you tolerate that woman Jezebel, who calls herself a prophetess and is teaching and seducing my servants to practice sexual immorality and to eat food sacrificed to idols. 21 I gave her time to repent, but she refuses to repent of her sexual immorality. 22 Behold, I will throw her onto a sickbed, and those who commit adultery with her I will throw into great tribulation, unless they repent of her works, 23 and I will strike her children dead. And all the churches will know that I am he who searches mind and heart, and I will give to each of you according to your works. 24 But to the rest of you in Thyatira, who do not hold this teaching, who have not learned what some call the deep things of Satan, to you I say, I do not lay on you any other burden. 25 Only hold fast what you have until I come. 26 The one who conquers and who keeps my works until the end, to him I will give authority over the nations, 27 and he will rule them with a rod of iron, as when earthen pots are broken in pieces, even as I myself have received authority from my Father. 28 And I will give him the morning star. 29 He who has an ear, let him hear what the Spirit says to the churches.’

Again, Jesus is depicted as having eyes of flame and feet of burnished bronze and not some doting grandfather.  He is not soft of sexual immorality.  He calls it out repeatedly in the strongest possible terms.  Yet much of the church ignores and even mocks this today.

To the Church in Sardis

“And to the angel of the church in Sardis write: ‘The words of him who has the seven spirits of God and the seven stars.

“ ‘I know your works. You have the reputation of being alive, but you are dead. Wake up, and strengthen what remains and is about to die, for I have not found your works complete in the sight of my God. Remember, then, what you received and heard. Keep it, and repent. If you will not wake up, I will come like a thief, and you will not know at what hour I will come against you. Yet you have still a few names in Sardis, people who have not soiled their garments, and they will walk with me in white, for they are worthy. The one who conquers will be clothed thus in white garments, and I will never blot his name out of the book of life. I will confess his name before my Father and before his angels. He who has an ear, let him hear what the Spirit says to the churches.’

If Jesus says you are dead or dying, that’s a bad sign.

For believers, Jesus will actually confess your specific name before the Father.

To the Church in Philadelphia

“And to the angel of the church in Philadelphia write: ‘The words of the holy one, the true one, who has the key of David, who opens and no one will shut, who shuts and no one opens.

“ ‘I know your works. Behold, I have set before you an open door, which no one is able to shut. I know that you have but little power, and yet you have kept my word and have not denied my name. Behold, I will make those of the synagogue of Satan who say that they are Jews and are not, but lie—behold, I will make them come and bow down before your feet, and they will learn that I have loved you. 10 Because you have kept my word about patient endurance, I will keep you from the hour of trial that is coming on the whole world, to try those who dwell on the earth. 11 I am coming soon. Hold fast what you have, so that no one may seize your crown. 12 The one who conquers, I will make him a pillar in the temple of my God. Never shall he go out of it, and I will write on him the name of my God, and the name of the city of my God, the new Jerusalem, which comes down from my God out of heaven, and my own new name. 13 He who has an ear, let him hear what the Spirit says to the churches.’

The part about patient endurance is noted four times in these message, such as in v. 10 above.  It is obviously a major issue to Jesus.  Will we endure patiently through trials and still hold fast to his word and not deny his name?

To the Church in Laodicea

14 “And to the angel of the church in Laodicea write: ‘The words of the Amen, the faithful and true witness, the beginning of God’s creation.

15 “ ‘I know your works: you are neither cold nor hot. Would that you were either cold or hot! 16 So, because you are lukewarm, and neither hot nor cold, I will spit you out of my mouth. 17 For you say, I am rich, I have prospered, and I need nothing, not realizing that you are wretched, pitiable, poor, blind, and naked. 18 I counsel you to buy from me gold refined by fire, so that you may be rich, and white garments so that you may clothe yourself and the shame of your nakedness may not be seen, and salve to anoint your eyes, so that you may see. 19 Those whom I love, I reprove and discipline, so be zealous and repent. 20 Behold, I stand at the door and knock. If anyone hears my voice and opens the door, I will come in to him and eat with him, and he with me. 21 The one who conquers, I will grant him to sit with me on my throne, as I also conquered and sat down with my Father on his throne. 22 He who has an ear, let him hear what the Spirit says to the churches.’ ”

If Jesus says something once, you ought to obey.  But if He says something seven times, such as, “He who has an ear, let him hear what the Spirit says to the churches,” then perhaps we should really pay close attention.

P.S. After reading the text many times along with study notes from the Bible Knowledge Commentary, I really enjoyed this series of talks from a conference covering this passage.

Updates

Re. the Cancer 2 post — I realize that with a journey like this that people want different degrees of updates: None, acquaintances, friends, family, and mom/wife level. So instead of multiple blog posts, I’ll just put some updates and observations at the top of the original post and anyone interested can check at their convenience. No need to fill up your inbox or blog reader with small things. I’m not on any other social media so that seemed like the best place.

Be blessed, and thanks for all the encouragement and prayers!

Shane Claiborne, false teacher

A Christian website did an interview with “Christian” Leftist and pacifist Shane Claiborne — Christian Pacifist Shane Claiborne.

Shane is a foolish, muddled-thinking man on many topics.

He opposes Christians owning guns.  But there is nothing wrong with owning guns, because self-defense and protecting others is completely legitimate.

He uses weasel-words to justify his pro-abortion stance. He claims to love his neighbor while letting them be slaughtered with impunity. He doesn’t care deeply about eradicating it at all, as he claims. He endorses candidates who want to force you to pay for abortions up to the child’s first breath.

But he says wants a “better conversation.” Sure. Abortion kills 20,000 children per week and the death penalty kills one person a week who survived 10+ years of appeals.  Abortion is the ultimate in violence, literally crushing and dismembering innocent human beings.  Guess which one the pacifist fights?

And the notion that God won’t reach whomever He likes is false. Shane acts like it is bad that you might kill a murderer before he supposedly would repent, but that just makes the murder that much worse. After all, on his logic the murderer may not have just taken the victim’s physical life but his eternal life!  These anti-capital punishment types shoot themselves in the foot with their arguments but no one points it out to them.

And he leads the “Red Letter Christian” group, another tip off that he is a wolf.  “Red letter Christians” tip their hands at their foundational error. Jesus is God and is in agreement with all of scripture. He quoted the Old Testament extensively, and referred to its most controversial elements without apology: Sodom & Gomorrah, Adam and Eve, Noah, Jonah, etc.

And Jesus didn’t hand-write the Gospels. They authors had some eyewitness accounts and some reliable second-hand accounts, just like the epistles. And all were inspired by God.

The “red letter Christians” are nearly always false teachers who pretend that the only words of the Bible that really matter are direct quotes of Jesus (i.e., the words that are printed in red in some Bibles). Their logic fails on many levels, and they can’t even get their own pet verses right.

If they were the least bit consistent they’d agree with Jesus’ “red letters” that say you should live on all the letters. Matthew 4:4 But he answered, “It is written, “ ‘Man shall not live by bread alone, but by every word that comes from the mouth of God.’ ”

The red letters say to live on all the letters. Why don’t they obey that simple teaching?

The “red letters” crowd is full of nonsensical hypocrites.  Black Letters Matter!

He also says Trump’s Christian supporters don’t look like the Sermon on the Mount blah blah blah, as if the fornicating, perverse, coveting, Molech-worshiping pro-aborts of the Left do represent the SOTM? What a tool.

And on racism he’s also completely wrong. Abortion kills blacks at a rate over three times that of whites, and that’s not an accident. Yet he defends the act that kills more blacks in a week than the KKK ever has!

And black-on-white violence and murder are more than 10 times the inverse. Is that racism? Why does Shane ignore it?

Run, don’t walk, from wolves like Shane Claiborne.

About the Word-Faith / Charismatic religion

This is a phenomenal video.  Justin Peters is great at clearly taking down these leaders, who are demon-possessed frauds.  I pray that their followers will watch, learn and escape.

 

Here are some screen shots and notes:

 

 

 

 

 

Both Hindus and Word-Faith/Charismatic groups do this.  Watch videos of each and you’ll see the behavior is indistinguishable.

Cessationism is the belief that the apostolic spiritual gifts have ceased, not that all have ceased.

Pagans can speak in tongues just as professing charismatic Christians do.  And they sound the same!

The “you must speak in tongues to be a Christian” reasoning is nonsense on many levels.  Biblical tongues were known languages, not gibberish.  And they had to be interpreted.  And not everyone was speaking in tongues at once.  And not everyone had the gift of tongues.  Other than that . . .

Go to the 15 min. mark of the video to watch wolf Sid Roth “teach” you how to speak in tongues.  You have to have a complete void of discernment to follow these people.


He does a great job exposing all the “Heaven tourism” books and the dangers of “Christian” bookstores, which have about half biblical books and half satanic books.  They are poster children for being unequally yoked.  It shows that their real motive is profit, not glorifying God (remember that even a pagan can sell Bibles for profit).

Don Piper, for example, claimed in his book that he went to Heaven but didn’t see God.  But now he goes on TV with detailed descriptions of how he did see God.  What a phony.  If your entire claim to fame is that you went to Heaven then there is no way you miss a detail like that.

Peters also exposes the Burpo, Malarkey and other frauds.  One of the alleged Heaven visitors said it was a fraud, but his dad wrote the book and exploited his son’s paralysis for the sake of gain.

Jesse Duplantis is a fraud on many levels, including claiming that an angel called God “Jehovah.”  I didn’t realize that Jehovah was a word made up in the 1500’s and that an angel wouldn’t use it.

Only Stephen, Paul and John are listed in the Bible as having glimpsed Heaven.  Paul humbly said he couldn’t describe the splendor.  But the “Heaven Tourists” describe it in weird and contradictory ways.   And their claims imply that scripture wasn’t complete.

If you want to learn about Heaven, read In Light of Eternity by Randy Alcorn.


He also took on Beth Moore and Sarah Young’s Jesus Calling early on (the video is from 2013) about their “God told me” nonsense.  As Peters says, “If you want to hear God speak, read your Bible.  If you want to hear God speak audibly, read it out loud.”  God is not speaking outside scripture in the way that these wolves claim.


He also exposes the faith healers who pretend that you can always avoid sickness and disease, or that if you get sick then healing is guaranteed.  By claiming that God always heals those who have faith then they are saying it is always your fault if you are sick.  Hey, that’s great, please pile on those who are already suffering.  Oh, and you need to send them money.

Those wolves are not Christians.  You can’t be a Christian and teach those vile lies.  The atonement accomplishes so many things, but some are realized here and some in Heaven.  God still heals, but not on command and definitely not at all times.  The apostolic gift of healing ended almost 2,000 years ago.

And note the goofiness of those who pick a random Bible verse and say that is why you need to “sow a seed” for the chapter and verse (e.g., $54.17 for Isaiah 54:17)?

No legitimate teacher should go on TBN, Daystar, etc. because it gives legitimacy to these wolves.

Sure, pray for healing, but God can use our suffering to sanctify us and glorify himself.


He notes how we are losing the battle on the sufficiency of scripture.  So many people want something more, as if the Bible isn’t enough.


P.S. One of my favorites posts: Most charismatics are closet cessationists

Roundup

Double dose of Leftist insanity:

  1. California closes beaches even though outdoors and sunshine are very non-conducive to virus transmission and social distancing is easy even on “crowded” beaches.
  2. New York subways are extremely crowded, poorly ventilated and filthy – in other words, the worst-case scenario for virus transmission–  but New York must keep them open, despite being a center of the pandemic.  It took them a long time just to close them at night for cleaning.  What incompetence!  It isn’t a secret that NYC has a wildly disproportionate infection rate.  It is obviously Trump’s fault.  And racism.

And this from the UK: While Brits Are on Lockdown, 100,000 People From Abroad Arrive at Airports Every Week


15 Questions for Dr. Fauci and Dr. Birx Before They Completely Annihilate the US Economy


California man arrested 3 times in a day, given citations and released due coronavirus restrictions — Brought to you by the Left — including the “Christian” Left.   I’m waiting for vigilante groups to start up.  If the government refuses to protect people from things like this they will start to do it themselves.  It is why even more Leftists are buying guns.


Leaked Western intel dossier reveals how China deceived the world about coronavirus — Anyone siding with China is ignorant and/or malicious.  Note how they are behaving just like Big Tech by manipulating search results.


Huntington Beach protesters assail California Gov. Newsom’s order closing beaches – Basic human nature: When you force people to do ridiculous things they are more likely to rebel.  You don’t see these protests in the more reasoned states.  These Californians are getting mugged by reality.  Maybe they shouldn’t reflexively vote in all these Leftist overlords?


New York Times calls for DNC investigation into Biden sexual assault claims – Uh, didn’t this paragon of journalism do an investigation already and publish a scripted “nothing to see here, folks” response?  And even that was sanitized by the Biden team.

Side note: The bigger issue here is the media and Democrat hypocrisy with this compared to Kavanaugh.  But note that Biden doesn’t call her a liar.  Wouldn’t you if you were falsely accused?


Best of the Bee

‘I Have Never Treated A Woman Inappropriately,’ Joe Biden Whispers Into Journalist’s Ear

‘It’s Worth It If It Saves Just One Life,’ Says Woman Who Supports Abortion On Demand | The Babylon Bee


But Trump is the racist.

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Shhhh . . . don’t tell the Left . . .

Roundup

‘Food supply chain is breaking,’ Tyson Foods chairman says as processing plants continue to close — This is huge.  The average person has no idea how supply chains work and thinks that things just magically appear in two days no matter what, or that store shelves will always be full.  We need to open things up now.  Sure, wear masks if you like and keep the at-risk people isolated.  But count the costs of this continuous ridiculous shutdown!


HUGE REVELATION: Latest DOJ Documents Released In Flynn Case Reveal Obama White House Was Running the Operation — One of the many reasons the Dems are so desperate to win this year.  They need to stop this investigation.  Hopefully they move quickly and enough people become aware of it.

There’s a very important text message from Lisa Page to Peter Strzok and that is from November of 2016 and the context for the text message is – Strzok asks Lisa Page, “Hey, what are you doing?” or words to that effect.

She reports back very excitedly that she’s preparing talking points for Director Comey to go brief the President on what they’re doing. And the quote from Lisa Page is quote – “POTUS wants to know everything we’re doing” – closed quote.

That POTUS of course is Barack Obama. And, I will take Lisa Page at her word. It’s an off the cuff communication with her paramour. She’s excited. She’s getting the Director prepped.


Study: couples that delay sexual activity experience higher quality relationships — Things the Leftist “comprehensive” sex education “forgets” to tell you: Delaying sex leads to better relationship and better sex.


CHINA Stole Remdesivir from Gilead then Tried to Patent the Drug in January — Knowing Months Ago It Would Treat Coronavirus and Trying to Make Money off the Pandemic — The Left’s favorite Commies.


After Years of Hiding Emails from General Flynn, His Former Attorneys at Covington – Where Obama’s “Wingman” Is Partner – Suddenly Discover Thousands of Documents Related to Case — This is huge.  The Feds went after Trump and had one of their own as Flynn’s attorney.  How creepy is that?!  You are paying a guy to defend you but he works for the other side.


Women’s groups remain silent on Joe Biden allegations — They are all frauds – just a bunch of Molech-worshiping harpies who don’t really care about women if a Leftist abuses them.


WTH? Joe Biden Speaks Gibberish When Asked About His Shady Son Hunter’s Chinese Business Dealings — Republicans should hit this hard.


HUGE! Tara Reade’s Former Neighbor Comes Forward to Corroborate Her Sexual Assault Allegation Against Joe Biden – Says Reade Discussed Assault in Mid-1990s — So many credible sources for this, yet the media and Leftist politicians still ignore it.  They are all frauds.


Video Of Joe Biden Railing Against “Illegals,” Calling For 700-Mile Border Fence In 2006 Goes Viral – Biden doesn’t have to worry about this, because they media will ignore it and the masses will never know what a “racist” he is.


YouTube Censors Viral Video of Doctors Criticizing ‘Stay-at-Home’ Order — This speaks volumes about the excessive shutdowns and government overreach, the lies to inflate Covid-19 deaths and the dangers of Big Tech.  They can’t let the truth out!

In the clip, Erickson asserts that there is only a “0.03 chance of dying from COVID in the state of California,” prompting him to ask, “Does that necessitate sheltering in place? Does that necessitate shutting down medical systems? Does that necessitate people being out of work?”

Erickson also asked why fatalities were being counted as COVID-19 deaths when other ailments were actually more to blame.“When someone dies in this country right now, they’re not talking about the high blood pressure, the diabetes, the stroke. They’re saying ‘Did they die from COVID?’” Erickson said. “We’ve been to hundreds of autopsies. You don’t talk about one thing, you talk about comorbidities. ER doctors now [say] ‘It’s interesting when I’m writing about my death report, I’m being pressured to add COVID. Why is that?”

The video was deleted late last night for “violating YouTube’s terms of service.”


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Roundup

Better The Company Of Wise Idiots Than Intelligent Fools — Wisdom about wisdom.

It wasn’t the guys. for example, who mow your lawn, or who repair your car that first dreamed up the folly of two men marrying each other, or that wearing a dress makes a man a woman


Bill Gates Defends Communist Chinese Government; Says It ‘Did A Lot Of Things Right’ While US Acted ‘Poorly’ — Sickening.  Yeah, China just never stops lying, disappears whistleblowers, profiteered from the pandemic, etc., and Bill definitely isn’t just trying to prop up the WHO to save his reputation . . .


The video normal people have been waiting for: Thanks, celebrities — I hope that one of the good byproducts of the pandemic is that people scale back the worship of celebrities and athletes.

A lot of celebrities seem to imagine (see what I did there) that we want them to shoehorn themselves into this crisis to offer advice or entertainment. But when people are dealing with the loss of jobs, a death in the family, etc. it comes off looking really out of touch. There’s a combination of navel gazing and not-so-subtle humble-bragging about their fabulous wealth and fabulous friends in many of these clips which ought to embarrass them. But somehow it doesn’t.

Overall, you get the sense that for a lot of these people the most important thing is that we not forget about them. No, it’s worse than that. They not only want to be remembered, they want to be important and applauded no matter what else is going on in the world. It’s pretty repulsive.


Good for him, using actual facts and logic.  Paying people who haven’t lost jobs was stupid (as was making it more profitable to be unemployed than to be employed).  The virus is less lethal than thought.  There is no reason to shut down the country and hand out our grandchildren’s money.


Too Many Women Today Want a Marriage Where The Man Makes Commitments While They Promise Nothing — Yep. Things have changed.  I can see why men are much more skeptical about marriage.

But women today reject the idea that they should be bound by any of the traditional promises for women. She expects him to do half the housework. The idea that she should give him sex if she doesn’t feel like it is considered equivalent to rape. She can’t be expected to support his career: she has her own. And of course, if she decides that the relationship no longer meets her needs, she can leave at any time for any reason or no reason. And he is then obligated to pay alimony and child support.

Marriage today is still a huge commitment for a man. Almost as much as it ever was. But it is pretty much zero commitment for a woman. She promises nothing.


CNN finally covers Larry King clip in which Biden accuser’s mother purportedly alludes to daughter’s sexual assault — There are countless reasons that CNN is nothing but shameless Leftist hackery, but this is a hall-of-fame reason: 700 stories about Kavanaugh within the first few weeks of the story breaking and 1 on Reade.  And even many Leftists concede that Reade’s case is far superior to Ford’s.

Lesson learned: Trump said that women would let you touch them if you are rich and famous.  Clinton and Biden showed that if you are a Democrat you can touch them against their will.

More here: CNN slammed for treatment of Biden sexual assault allegations after old Larry King clip surfaces — Such hypocrisy and duplicitous behavior from the Democrat-owned media.

The resurfaced CNN clip from 1993 appeared to show Reade’s mother alluding to “problems” her daughter faced while working as a staffer for the then-Delaware senator. Reade later told Fox News it was indeed the voice of her mother on the clip. Biden’s presidential campaign has adamantly denied Reade’s allegations but the video could be cited as evidence supporting Reade’s allegation – even though her late mother, in the clip, does not specifically refer to a sexual assault claim.

CNN did not immediately respond to a series of questions, including whether the network knew the footage existed.

“Larry King may have had the biggest scoop of his CNN career this evening … And it’s an open question whether his former employer will say a word about it,” New York Post reporter Jon Levine tweeted.

And from another article on the topic, fancy this:

The National Organization for Women (NOW) also did not respond to comments from Fox News. The offices of Sens. Elizabeth Warren, D-Mass., Amy Klobuchar, D-Minn., and Sen. Kamala Harris, D-Calif., former 2020 hopefuls who have been floated as possible VP picks for Biden, did not respond to requests for comment about the latest development.

Other names floated as possible running mates also did not immediately respond to requests for comment, including: Rep. Val Demings, D-Fla., former Deputy Attorney General Sally Yates, Michigan Gov. Gretchen Whitmer, Sen. Jeanne Shaheen, D-N.H.; Sen. Maggie Hassan, D-N.H.; New Mexico Gov. Michelle Lujan Grisham; Sen. Catherine Cortez Masto, D-Nev.; Sen. Tammy Duckworth, D-Ill.; Sen. Kyrsten Sinema, D-Ariz.; Sen. Kirsten Gillibrand, D-N.Y.; Atlanta Mayor Keisha Lance Bottoms and former Georgia gubernatorial candidate Stacey Abrams.

Normally it isn’t safe getting between those ghouls and a microphone, but now they are silent?  What hypocrites!

And then there are the shrill, hypocritical harpies from The View‘The View’ ignores Tara Reade’s Biden allegations after championing Kavanaugh accusers.  They went off 24×7 in the most ridiculous ways on the spurious Kavanaugh claims, but are silent on Reade.  Same for Pelosi, Shumer, et al.  Go figure.

And note that Biden’s denial immediately segues to the pro-woman legislation he has advanced and pretends he doesn’t have a well-documented track record of inappropriate touching.  They know they can’t say, “He’s never done anything like that before!”, so they switch the category.


Whitmer: I don’t know how we awarded that contract to my campaign vendor who just went dark — Sure, sweetheart.

On Tuesday the Whitmer administration terminated a door-to-door pandemic tracing contract awarded to Great Lakes Community Engagement, an organization led by Kolehouse, just one day after its announcement. Within 24 hours of the cancellation, Kolehouse, who was set to take in nearly $200,000 in the deal, took down the website for his consulting firm, K2K strategies, as well as his Twitter, Facebook, and LinkedIn accounts. He did not return multiple requests for comment from the Washington Free Beacon and declined to answer questions about the contract, which would have tasked him with collecting sensitive health data, from the Washington Post and Crain’s Detroit.


We’re gonna need a lot of millstones to clean this up . . .

Sexual Abuse in Schools — This site tracks countless examples.  One more reason to home school.  I think this will just get worse and worse in our porn-driven culture.


 

My favorite Bible reading / prayer / memorization routine

There is nothing like reading a chapter of the Bible in the morning and a chapter at night, along with some study notes.  I did that the first time I read through the Bible back in 1996 and it was life-changing.  Hey, God’s word does what it promises.  Who knew?

While I’ve never stopped reading completely, I’ve had different patterns over the years, usually just once a day.  But late last year I started back with the twice a day routine and I don’t think I’ll ever stop.  It is just the perfect set of bookends for the day.

I don’t try to get through the entire Bible in a year.  Nothing wrong with that, of course.  I’ve done it before, and even listened to it over just a few months when I’d play it in the car regularly.  The pace I’m on now is a “read the Bible in 20 months” plan.

I’ve always loved the chronological approach, but I do like a mix of Old and New Testament as well.  But I think my favorite will be this plan I came across in Logos, where you cycle through 7 different books.  Currently I’m going through a few chapters each of Genesis, Ruth, Psalms, Job, Isaiah, Matthew and 1 Corinthians.  It is a great mix, where every day or two I’m reading from a different book.

For prayer, I made a personal translation of the Valley of Vision Puritan prayers, where I converted them from old English poetry form to contemporary prose.  I read one a day. (I wish I could get it published, as it is so much more accessible than the original, but the copyright owners didn’t even respond to my request.)

I also just started using the PrayerMate prayer app, which is an easy way to keep track of various prayer categories.

Finally, I love the Bible Memory app.  I cycle through a batch of verses at least once a day, sometimes more often.  When I come across a new verse or passage I add it to the list.  Whenever I am bored or distracted I am inclined to reach for my phone to do something.  But having taken off social media apps, I now go to the Bible Memory app and do a few verses instead.  Aside from being a great part of your devotional time, it is helpful if you are out waiting for something like an oil change or whatever.  It really redeems the time.

And while I am not good at memorizing, this app has helped me memorize so many more verses, passages and even whole chapters than I ever thought possible.  My challenge is not to just go through them and not think about them.  For example, I’ve gone through Jude so many times that I can recite it without thinking about it, so I need to challenge myself to slow down and meditate on what it says.

So that’s it.  Morning: Prayer, then reading a chapter of the Bible and the accompanying study notes, then some memory verses.  Evening: Another chapter.  And perhaps more memory verses at breaks during the day.

I love this routine and its results.  Your mileage may vary.

Some people are busier than ever during this pandemic, but others have lots of time on their hands.  For the latter, this is a great time to establish good habits in this area.  If you can’t do it now, when will you?

And remember that even if you are very busy, you can listen to the word of God on audio – for free!  Redeem your commute!  Each chapter is only about 4 minutes, so you’ll be surprised at how much ground you can cover.  Of course you can’t look at study notes and such, but the word of God is what really matters.  And if you get distracted there is always the rewind button.

And if you still say you don’t have time, ask yourself how much entertainment you consume each day, and why God designed the world in such a way that you never have time for his daily bread.

Be blessed!

Roundup

It’s Not Often in Life You Get a Do-Over (So Take the Do-Over!) — Good tips.  I’m a big fan of “zero based budgeting,” both in financial and activity terms.  Don’t just do things out of habit.


Beautiful! Alabama Bill Would Criminalize Making False Rape Accusations — Great news.  They deserve whatever punishment the men would have received.  At least that’s what Jesus says – Deuteronomy 19:18–19 The judges shall inquire diligently, and if the witness is a false witness and has accused his brother falsely, then you shall do to him as he had meant to do to his brother. So you shall purge the evil from your midst.


Nearly all NY coronavirus patients suffered underlying health issue, study finds — How’s that “healthy at any size” nonsense working out for them?


AOC suggests low-income Americans should boycott work after coronavirus shutdown ends — Only in a ridiculously entitled welfare state can people even consider such stupid ideas.  The ignorance of the conditions in the world and throughout history is appalling yet unsurprising.  This is just one more consequence of these bailouts where people are mad at employers who aren’t laying them off because unemployment benefits pay more.  And think of all those who won’t bother to work if it just means a few incremental dollars per hour.


Usama bin Laden wanted to kill Obama so ‘totally unprepared’ Biden would be president, declassified docs show — Oof.  And that was before Biden’s apparent dementia.


Houston Police Push Back Against Mandatory Mask Ordinance — Good for them!  The Leftist judge behind this ridiculous power grab was swept in the “blue wave” when Beto ran against Cruz.  Hopefully those voters learn why you shouldn’t vote for Democrats.


New York Gov. Andrew Cuomo Is the ‘Hero of the Fascist Lockdown Lobby’ — Outstanding points.  Only a lackey media could prop up Cuomo as some sort of hero, when his is obviously ignorant and malicous.  The inconsistencies/hypocrisies are deadly and mind-numbing.  The subways are obviously a root cause of all this.

John Ekdahl has been on a helluva tear on Twitter. He wonders why it is that the New York-based media is scolding Floridians for visiting the beaches in small numbers, but yet all of New York City’s parks remain open. He wonders why people are being told they can’t drive but New York City’s subway system remains open, each car a contained petri dish. (And note — they only gave out the order to wear a mask on the subway a few days ago!)And I’ll point this one out: The same people saying that protests are non-essential are the same people who said it would violate the Constitution to quarantine people from the New York City area to the New York City area. Andrew Cuomo, hero of the fascist lockdown lobby, threatened to provoke a Constitutional crisis if Trump sought to limit New Yorkers’ holy right to export the plague to other states. Why is it the Ruling Class is busy demanding lockdowns for others while accepting no restrictions at all for themselves?

We look not to the things that are seen but to the things that are unseen. For the things that are seen are transient, but the things that are unseen are eternal.